Uncertainties

I miss the uncertainties in life.  Given life is never definite but after a given time, things get determined  and most pieces of your life fall into place.  Things may change occasionally or even more than occasionally but a lot is well defined.  I miss the fear, anxiety, curiosity and change that were such a constant part of my life growing up. May just be because I'm bored today and absolutely in NO MOOD to work or perhaps because I have forgotten all the hardships that come with uncertainties.  There is a great amount of satisfaction in having all your life's pieces fall into place and a great amount of security in stability.  Love, family, money and friends .... what more do you need from life?  I do miss the drive though, I think its time to push the envelope and push myself harder.